The First Revelation revealed to me by God on the 28th of September 2006 was as follows:
I was shown three planets:
One made of light
One engulfed in flames
One covered in darknessI understood:
The planet of darkness could not be seen
The planet of flames could not be counted
The planet of light could not be understoodEncircling the planet of flames:
The planet of light chased the planet of darkness
The planet of darkness chased the planet of lightIf the planet of flames wavered:
Towards the darkness, the flames were extinguished
Towards the light, the flames became oneIf light and darkness touched the planet of flames:
For each ray of light came a pillar of darkness
For each drop of darkness came an orb of lightIf the planets of light and darkness touch:
“Vaetan 1 – First Revelation.” Vaetan Thought
The planet of flames is destroyed
And a new one shall take its place
In 2006, I was hospitalized for one week after having a panic attack in high school. Halfway through praying the Memorare, my entire Christian identity was stolen from me. I went from being a devout Roman Catholic who wanted to be a priest in the sixth grade, to no longer believing in Jesus Christ as the Son of God, the miracles of the Bible, or all the angels and saints.
However, I never once stopped believing in God. After many debates with atheists in high school, I had agnosticism foisted upon me for reasons beyond my control, and it destroyed my psyche.
Laying in that cell, trying to fall asleep, to not feel as though my entire life, that all my dreams, had been stolen from me, I was shown the First Revelation almost exactly as dictated in Vaetan Thought. I was no longer in that padded cell, but rather I was incorporeal, intangible, a set of eyes in the vastness of space without a body.
Thankfully, I was smart enough to never reveal to the psychiatric nurses who oversaw me that I was seeing visions, lest I be deemed a schizophrenic and be institutionalized the rest of my life. The only thing I told them was that “I feel like I no longer have an identity”, which was true. But of course, what is the American solution to psychological malaise? Pills. I was given Prozac, and Zoloft, to no avail. The problem I had could not be fixed with pills, but rather with introspection into the furthest depths of my soul.
For years, I made the mistake of attempting to write down an abstraction of my vision, for fear of being labeled schizophrenic or psychotic, that I began to write down mere approximations of the First Revelation. Here is an example from my early drafts of Vaetan Thought:
Before the Beginning were the Two
Early draft of Vaetan Thought
And from the Two came One
And from the One came Beginning
The Two fought for the One
Engaged in an eternal dance
Enticing, assaulting,
Until the Three become Two
I bought my first copy of the Tao Ti Ching from Books-A-Million earlier this year in 2023. It struck me how eerily similar early drafts of Vaetan Thought were to Taoism, despite the fact that I had never read a Taoist verse once in my entire life until then:
Tao gives birth to One,
Verse 42 of Lao Tzu’s Tao Te Ching
One gives birth to Two,
The Two gives birth to Three,
The Three gives birth to all universal things.
All universal things shoulder the Yin and embrace the Yang.
The Yin and Yang mingle and mix with each other to beget the harmony.
I realized that the reason for writing abstractions of the First Revelation was because of the fear I had developed in my teenage years of being viewed as someone mentally unfit, not only by society but also by my family who would eventually read my work. I did not write down the First Revelation as it is now until 2017, and it was from that point that I was finally able to fluently write Vaetan Thought after having tried and failed with a dozen or so drafts going back to 2006. God only allowed me to write Vaetan Thought once I decided to be as transparent and honest with what God had shown me.
However, the damage had been done. I had not written down all of God’s revelations at the time in which I had received them, and the Second and Third Revelations have suffered terribly as a result of this, being approximations of what I had originally saw. Not only that, but I spent eleven years of my life, from 2006 to 2017, completely misinterpreting the First Revelation.
It was my belief that the two planets of Light and Dark represented Good and Evil (they do, but not only good and evil), and that the goal of mankind was the success of the Good planet over the Evil planet, such that the only two planets that remained were the planets of Light and Fire. I believed that the planet of Light was God, owing to the Christian God being all-loving, all-graceful, and all-merciful, and the planet of Dark was the “Great Demon”.
The reason that the Dark planet must have been the “Great Demon”, and not Satan, is because Satan cannot be the source of all evil in the universe. If God is both omnipotent and omnibenevolent, and God created Satan to tempt mankind, then Satan cannot be the source of all evil as Satan was created from God. It is from this logic that atheists deem life is nothing more than a “test” from God, as the God of all good things created an angel whose specific purpose is to tempt us not to do good things. Judaism is actually honest in professing this. Lucifer is not a fallen angel, but rather an angel with the specific purpose of tempting mankind away from God.
It was finally in 2017 that I shook myself free of the Christian conception of God such that I could see God as The First Revelation truly dictated. Yes, the planet of Flames represents our material world (each star in the night sky is a flame fighting against entropy), but that the planets of Light and Dark are both God.
The planet of darkness could not be seen
I was shown the vastness of space, with a planet of light orbiting around a planet of flames, but there was no outline around the planet of Dark. I simply knew that it was there. I could feel it. Men are fantastic at recognizing that which is in front of them, as we are gifted with pattern recognition by God. However, men fail to conceptualize that which is not there. How many books have been written that no longer exist? How many songs have been sung which will never again be heard? What the planet of Dark conveyed to me was that men fail to recognize the opposite within binaries.
The planet of light could not be understood
God is not only everything that exists, but also that which does not exist. No man can conceptualize God because God is immortal and infinite. The only way that a man could ascertain a complete understanding of God would be if that person gained immortality, and also the ability to think in multiple, disparate thought patterns at the same time.
The planet of flames could not be counted
How do we determine the vastness of life? Do we only count mankind? Or mammals? Or everything above the sea? What about each individual spider, each bacteria? Though technically, life must be finite at any given snapshot of time, life, having come from God, is functionally infinite. Life yearns to continue for infinity so that life can mimic that which created it.
Encircling the planet of flames:
The planet of light chased the planet of darkness
The planet of darkness chased the planet of light
Binaries are defined by their polarities: order and chaos, positive and negative, heat and cold, male and female. If no chaos existed in the universe, then how could order be defined? If positivity did not exist, then how could negativity be defined? God is defined by the polarities of each binary interacting with the universe and defining each other. Most importantly, good cannot be defined without evil. This will be a central theme in my next post so I will hold off until then to expand on this point further.
If the planet of flames wavered:
Towards the darkness, the flames were extinguished
Towards the light, the flames became one
Life exists at the perfect medium between these binaries. What happens when a star reaches the end of its life? It reaches supernova, such that all in its wake will burn with ferocity. After stars go supernova and proceed to die in totality, all light is extinguished. This is not only the life cycle of stars, but of life itself, and furthermore how all binaries interact. If all wermen died and only women were left in the world, all of mankind would be one. Life could continue for a time with sperm banks, or with new scientific methods. If all women died and only wermen were left, then eventually mankind would be extinguished as we would no longer be able to reproduce. If all of mankind were perfectly good, then there would be no great differences in temperament and minor differences in personality. We would be automata. If all of mankind were completely evil, we would engage in infinite war until a point at which life no longer exist on this planet and be extinguished.
If light and darkness touched the planet of flames:
For each ray of light came a pillar of darkness
For each drop of darkness came an orb of light
Binaries exist in our reality in equal measure. When God breathes energy into our universe, all binaries are accounted for in that action. Therefore, our universe is not predominantly evil, or predominantly good, but rather neutral. Is a predator eating a prey animal evil? No one would claim such a thing, because that is the natural order. Men are given limitations in accordance with their talents, which will be discussed in a future post.
If the planets of light and darkness touch:
The planet of flames is destroyed
And a new one shall take its place
Finally, this is the only stanza of the First Revelation that holds an assumption. At the moment when I saw the planets of Light and Dark touch, of course the only way to do that would be through the planet of Flames. I saw the planet of Flames obliterated, and immediately “woke” from my vision back to the cell I was in. It is my assumption that if God were to destroy the physical plane of reality through the destruction of binaries in a sort of “big bang”, that either created our current universe or would create a new universe. However, this is speculation either way.
In my next post, I will be commenting on Vaetan 2 – God, and the conclusions that I reached concerning God after receiving the First Revelation through my own logic.
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